Confession.

I'm sorry for my actions. I regret that things had to end that way.

I just hope for someone to at least understand me or know why I'd done it.

So much had been going on and I am just so so tired.

Let's just say I haven't recovered from holiday problems. Then family stuff. Projects. Friends' problems. My problems. Lack of sleep, insomnia, due to stress. Results. Consideration for after-grad etc.

Ouch.

I am not in a sober mind right now but I'm thinking if I am loving people the right way.

It hurts so bad when she told me that, our friendships are so complicated. For it is true.

Pain. Heart pain.

A friend came to talk to me and asked me for advice. I said running away and escaping are not solutions and that he should not do it. Now, tell me wtf am I doing then.

How many people have I been avoiding. How many questions have I ran away from. Just what else am I hiding?

I am in absolutely no position to advice anyone at all.

Endless thoughts. Million whys.

Agonizing.

If there is anything I can ask for right now, is a big hug from you 2.