I really didn't expect my weak stomach to act up with my "lack of rest" and "stress".
To think I was still telling myself that it's all in the head, and that I should "mind over body".

I lost almost a kg because I didn't eat much for 2 days. I probably didn't even drink more than 4 glasses of water.

So I guess I puked gastric juice because I had nothing in my system to puke. Dehydration, a little.

Why am I so weak.

I was so seh I literally asked my sis if I was gonna die.

Things had been pretty tensed due to submission dates and all. I had predicted that there will be last minute nonsenses but I actually did not prepare for them.

I just ton a few days only, and then my body gave way. What is this man.

I couldn't even get out of bed for school on Wed and bathing was a difficult task. I was like a jellyfish out of water.

I really forced myself out of house to meet my little niece and baby nephew, an appointment fixed a week ago. My dear girl skipped school that day because I said I miss her and I want to see her. I interacted with my baby nephew for the first time too. A sweetie who is so happy and cheerful. I felt so much better and I thought I was okay, until I ran off halfway, to puke. Sigh, that loser feeling.

The kids were so happy... and so were the adults. No point I spoil all that right.

Came back and things were not improving. The equation is probably "lack of QUALITY rest", "stress", "lack of food and water". Nauseous, giddy and weak. Unable to focus on anything at all. Keep rushing me for projects, but I honestly couldn't even do much, let alone focus. I was in bed like the whole day, but I really just kept dozing off and waking up every hour.

Visiting the doctor always makes me nervous. I swear I'm getting better and better at eating pills, though I still hate medicine.

So it was back to school the next day. I honestly woke up feeling much better but I guess things got worst after I reached school. It kinda suck being in school uncomfortable and everyone is like scolding you for appearing for school.

Maybe one is more sensitive when one is under the weather.

Yawn.

I regained my appetite yesterday though! I was so happy :') then I think I overate. Mmm.....

But Mummy didn't let me eat sashimi and I really don't see why I can't have it.
I am glad gor is back though... he has been with me for the past few days.

Thanks for all the concern and thanks to those who didn't give a single fk :)


Oh, and Happy Birthday, Sunny! (: thanks for being my sunshine.